So idk what to do…katie is just getting so mad at me I’m sorry I actually have a good bf the wants to spend time with me and I’m sorry my whole world can’t revolve around you like you want it to…I like him he makes me happy I hate the fact that you want me to choose sometimes and you did the same exact thing to me when you were with matt so back off -_-
Tracks
I miss him…does he even miss me…it doesn’t seem like it if he did he would be texting me but he’s not so he’s probably having fun with his friends…and nicole -_-’ I know jealousy is an ugly thing so I must be as ugly as the beast….I just wish he would be texting me but he obviously doesn’t care wether I’m there or not…oh well I just can’t show him this..its easier if I keep it to myself I don’t wanna make him sad also :/
Stay true because all people want is for you to be you <3
The words I wish I could say <3
You are kissable n cuddly, you are lovable n sweet, you thrill me every minute and sweep me off my feet. You are charming n disarming, desirable n true. You inspire n impress me and that’s why I heart you ♥
ca-surf-deactivated20120625 asked:
Thank You Mia :) and I seen your post. I know no one wants to be fat. I know its my biggest challenge right now. I wish you the best of luck in your goal my love and remember a person can be 600 lbs but they will always be loved more than a model with an ugly heart. < 3 talk to you soon :)You are honestly brilliant
A guy by the name of manny just made me completely change my out look on how I see my self in the matter of minutes. He wrote a beautiful poem that touched my heart and I felt so low but after I read that I feel a million times better I’m gonna get in shape a healthy way and learn how to love myself. Thank you manny your an incredible person inside and out <3
King of the Ocean ♛: My English Poem on Inner Beauty. I had to write on something I appreciate :)
Beauty is looks,
it is used like a book.
It’s what’s on the inside that counts,
not what the body mounts.
People are judged on their appearance outside,
whether they present themselves as thin or wide.
Though one on the outside may look extremely good,
he or she may be evil if not…
I’m honestly disgusted with my body….no more eating…all I can have is water and maybe salad other than that no food for me AT ALL I’m to fat….I don’t have a pretty face so I have to have a nive body ATLEAST….I look in the mirror and I wanna throw up I look at that winter formal picture and I look so fat and obese compared to the other girls :( I look at my friends and they either are skinny or have a pretty face some of them both…I just have to work hard not eat and work out A LOT and maybe ill be skinny soon…I hope so :’(
I know we have only been dating for a month (NOT 5 DAYS) but honestly these few weeks have been amazing. You make me think that I’ve finally found that one really special guy that every girl thinks about. I know this is gonna sound corny but when we kiss my heart speeds up I get this feeling and its the best thing ever. I love the way you pull me in when I pull away, when you squeeze me and hold me, how you make me laugh (even when you make fun of me and say I’m like that rock haha) and make me feel better when I’m crying or mad and most of all how much you really care about me. You put up with me getting mad over stupid things and my jealousy. You bring out a side of me that no one else can. I wouldn’t care if you didn’t get me anything for valentines because being with you is the best gift I could ever have <3 I can only hope that I could give you even half as much as you’ve given and made me feel ~ <3 ~ Mia
Winter formal
Todays the day…I’m so nervous…I just took a shower now I just need to clean and get everything together then get my nails done get my make up done do my hair and put on my dress….yup still freaking out…I hope I can grind well…ugh why is this so nerve reacking fml
